Friday, April 15, 2005

I'm Looking For A Real Emotion.

I was reading this really good book. - Life Expectancy by Dean koontz. And All I've heard about his writing is bad, but that book is really quirky and odd - its REALLY REALLY really good. But thats not the point.
I'd like to mark the aniversary that I cried over everything in my life - the bad and good.
This girl in the book, Lorrie, she reminded me so much of Casey, the perfection that she is - and that she never saw. But read the book, all the bad things that happen, they all happen for a reason. And looking on it, I see that my life has come upon some horrible days, and when looking forward to better days, well hand me some cake baby. Hand me some cake!
To quote the book:
"Where there is cake, there is hope... And there is always cake."

Upon reading that, and writing all this, I'd like to say, although I am no big believe in god and such, There is something I guess, and whatever it is, who ever it is, works in mysterious ways and in that I guess I'm done writing. I'm happier now. But I'm a tad bit confused over the fact that I don't know whats' going on with my life and sh-tuff like that much anymore. But there was cake today..... So theres hope.... theres always hope....

-Samantha

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