And Tell Me That We Belong Together.

I hate it here. I'm in the middle of recording (just off the sound recorder on the computer) and they scream at me "Saaaaammmmmm" "Sammmmmm" "sssssssaaaaaaaaaammmmmm" And inturupt me. Just like they're always insulting me. Acting liek I don't have feelings. I was bit by my dog yesterday, and then today when we were watching TV, this comercial were this kids face is all messed up and all my mother can say is "Sams face looks like that"
That hurt, and then my dad snapped because it hurt my feelings. Well fuck you too.

-Samantha
*I'm turning inside Out*

I hate the way I feel Tonight, 'Cause I know I need you in my life.

Ugh. I could kill darrin. That asshole. I get bit by my puppy and all he can do is bitch about me not putting any pop back in the fridge to be cold. Well, Lets look back at the situation, don't you think I would have if there had been any pop in the flat to put back. Mhmn, thats right. He fucking storms in the house and bitches at me. Well fuck, he's lucky that Sarah and mum begged me not to say anything, becuase the way I'm feeling I probably would have attempted to lay him out flat.
I don't even know. Today is kinda crappy, and then next month I have to deal with that thing of a cousin and one of her wacked out friends. That'll be fun -sarcasm dripps-. I just wish I could disspear half the time. Well away from my family, well half of them. They all complain that I never smile and what not... But when I'm not home I smile... Most of the time.
Fuck.
I'm just so sick of my sister trying to take everything I have, and moving in with us and just.. just lying and taking and whatever. I just hate her. I may love her (On occasion), but I hate her for the most part... If I never had to deal with her again, the occasional phone call, I'd be just fine. Just fine I tell you. But meh.

-Samantha
*Just want to move.*