The Angel From My Nightmare

I don't have much to say, I guess I never do. I don't think I do anyways.

I'm in planning class again. Fwee.... Johns coming over today after school, its the last day of school before spring break. So I'm purdy happy.

Burds leaving tomorrow, probably tomorrow morning for north van, or surrery or something. I'm goign to miss Burd, she better call me sometime!

Oh well. Lisa leaves tomorrow to.

Geeze, everyones leaving for spring break, but thats ok. Jamie's going to come out here. Me and John are going to go to vernon to get him, and theres only one problem with that.
My ex. John doesn't like him, because of all the things I've told him (that are the truth by the way) But anyways. Im such a idiot. I shouldn't have even brought dan up with john. God.

-samantha.

& I Loved deeper and I spoke sweeter

So John and Burd (britteny) Talked today when i went in the store after my dad. And Burd said he really does love me.

God, I'm amazed with myself. I can't even pull my head out of the gutter, and then all of a sudden I'm floating on the world with someone I'm still meeting and stuff. And I'm loving it.

I just hope things work out. We seem to click and such. And we talk like every night. We love the same things, or alot of them, and we seem to dislike things that eachother like, and like things that eachother like to the perfect extent. And I know I don't like him as a rebellious thing.

He's kind, he's sweet. My parents ADORE him. My mum asked about him on the phone, asked how he was doing. He's young though.

I'm not quite sure if he'll stick around because there are so many other girls for him to "try" out. (Not meaning that as in screw) I'm just saying, like my dad said, the point of dating is to date as many poeple as you can before you've found Mr or Mrs right.

And even though I think I've found him, I should know better then to set my heart on anything. And I haven't. I don't think I have anyways. I Hope I havent......

-Samantha.

Every Little Thing That You Do, Baby I'm Amazed By You....

They played that song in the cafe thing.
Amazed by lonestar..
Mine and Dallas' song.
Long time since i saw Dallas, maybe two years. Talked almost everyday though, untill new years. R.I.P Dallas.
I'm happy though, Because hes' in a better place, and me and John are happy.
John somewhat reminds me of Dallas. I shouldn't think about Dallas, it makes me want to cry.
I wont cry.
I have a new life here, with people who care about me, and there won't be anymore deaths untill We're all old and fragile. So the rest of this post is just song lyrics in dedication to Dallas.

To Dallas, My Best Friend Forever, Untill I meet you in the stars, Eternity in Silver.

Amazed By Lonestar:

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you


-Samantha