Good-Night To An Old Flame

I went to a party last night, and my ex was there. He says he loves me, but We barely knew/know eachother and we only went out for three weeks.
Well, at this party, we were all a little wee tad-bit shitfaced, heh, and Tyler kissed me, so i kissed him back.
We were just sitting there on the sand hills, looking and talking about how pretty the stars were, and then he kissed me, and i kissed him back, and we had a bit of a make-out session, and then my ex, stumbled over all "no...NO NO no!" and i mean, me and my ex broke up over a week ago. Me and tyler were all like "uh... hey man."

and then my ex had the nerve to say that he'd fucked me twice and that i was a dirty slut.

When i never fucked him at all. Everyone was like "Dude, calm down, back off Sams cool, just leave her alone eh?" and Tyler apparently wanted to punch him out pretty bad. I don't care, it was a fun night, it was awesome, and i got kissed.

I feel kind of like a slut, because chances are I'll go out next weekend get shit-faced and make-out with a different person. But 'eh, that the perks of being single, and when i get to know a guy really well, like trust him like a best friend, maybe I'll consider getting a boyfriend. But eh, my legs are crossed, and im no dirty slut, I just like to be kissed. Is that a problem?

God, im a bit of a drunken idiot at times, but 'eh, Me and my ex have been over for a week or more and i dont think it matters if i made out with another guy, he made out with another chick and i didn't freak out, haha, i thought it was kind of funny, seeing how she ran back all "OMG OMG OMG, ____ just tried to make a move on me, and he made out with me and Ewwwww" hahaha, I don't know how i lasted in a relationship with him for 3 weeks... He has learning disabilities and is rather idiot-ish alot of the time, and not that compitent at times and i like a bit of compitance in a relationship.

It just wasn't there.

But ugh, next weekend holds new party adventures and new stories to be rememinded of and told.

-Samantha

(P.S; SPRING BREAK IN TWO WEEKS.)